| Once
upon a time...
Oh, many, many years
ago as time is calculated by men--but which was only Yesterday in the
Celestial Calendar of Heaven--there was, in Paradise, a most miserable,
thoroughly unhappy, and utterly dejected cherub who was known throughout
Heaven as The Littlest Angel.
He was exactly four years, six months,
five days, seven hours and forty-two minutes of age when he presented
himself to the venerable Gate-Keeper and waited for admittance to the
Glorious Kingdom of God.
Standing defiantly, with his short brown
legs wide apart, the Littlest Angel tried to pretend that he wasn't at
all impressed by such Unearthly Splendor, and that he wasn't at all
afraid. But his lower lip trembled, and a tear disgraced him by making a
new furrow down his already tear-streaked face--coming to a precipitous
halt at the very tip end of his small freckled nose.
But that wasn't all.
While the kindly Gate-Keeper was entering the name in his great Book,
the Littlest Angel, having left home as usual without a handkerchief,
endeavored to hide the tell-tale evidence by sniffing. A most
unangelic sound which so unnerved the good Gate-Keeper that he did
something he had never done before in all Eternity. He blotted the page!
From that moment on,
the Heavenly Peace was never quite the same, and the Littlest Angel soon
became the despair of all the Heavenly Host. His shrill, ear-splitting
whistle resounded at all hours through the Golden Streets. It startled
the Patriarch Prophets and disturbed their meditations. Yes, and on top
of that, he inevitably and vociferously sang off-key at the singing
practice of the Heavenly Choir, spoiling its ethereal effect. And, being
so small that it seemed to take him just twice as long as anyone else to
get to nightly prayers, the Littlest Angel always arrived late, and
always knocked everyone's wings askew as he darted into his place.
Although these flaws in behavior might
have been overlooked, the general appearance of the Littlest Angel was
even more disreputable than his deportment. It was first whispered among
the Seraphim and Cherubim, and then said aloud among the Angels and
Archangels, that he didn't even look like an angel!
And they were all quite
correct. He didn't. His halo was permanently tarnished where he held
onto it with one hot little chubby hand when he ran, and he was always
running. Furthermore, even when he stood very still, it never behaved
like a halo should. It was always slipping down over his right eye.
Yes, and it must be here recorded that his
wings were neither useful nor ornamental. All Paradise held its breath
when the Littlest Angel perched himself like an unhappy fledgling
sparrow on the very edge of a gilded cloud and prepared to take off. He
would teeter this way--and that way--but, after much coaxing and a few
false starts, he would shut both of his eyes, hold his freckled nose,
count up to three hundred and three, and then hurl himself
slowly
into space! However, owing to the regrettable fact that he always forgot
to move his wings, the Littlest Angel always fell head over halo! It was
also reported and never denied, that whenever he was nervous, which was
most of the time, he bit his wing-tips!
Now, anyone can easily
understand why the Littlest Angel would, soon or late, have to be
disciplined. And so, on an Eternal Day of an Eternal Month in the Year
Eternal, he was directed to present his small self before an Angel of
the Peace.
The Littlest Angel combed his hair, dusted
his wings and scrambled into an almost clean robe, and then, with a
heavy heart, trudged his way to the place of judgment. He tried to
postpone the dreaded ordeal by loitering along the Street of The
Guardian Angels, pausing a few timeless moments to minutely pursue the
long list of new arrivals, although all Heaven knew he couldn't read a
word. And he idled more than several immortal moments to carefully
examine a display of aureate harps, although everyone in the Celestial
City knew he couldn't tell a crotchet from a semiquaver. But at length
and at last he slowly approached a doorway which was surmounted by a
pair of golden scales, signifying that Heavenly Justice was dispensed
within. To the Littlest Angel's great surprise, he heard a merry voice,
singing!
The Littlest Angel removed his halo and
breathed upon it heavily, then polished it upon his robe, a procedure
which added nothing to that garment's already untidy appearance, and
then tip-toed in!
The Singer, who was known as the
Understanding Angel, looked down at the small culprit, and the Littlest
Angel instantly tried to make himself invisible by the ingenious process
of withdrawing his head into the collar of his robe, very much like a
snapping turtle. At that, the Singer laughed, a jolly, heartwarming
sound, and said, "Oh! So you're the one who's been making Heaven so
un-heavenly! Come here, Cherub, and tell me all about it!" The
Littlest Angel ventured a furtive look from beneath his robe. First one
eye. And then the other eye.
Suddenly, almost before
he knew it, he was perched on the lap of the Understanding Angel, and
was explaining how very difficult it was for a boy who suddenly finds
himself transformed into an angel. Yes, and no matter what the
Archangels said, he'd only swung once. Well, twice. Oh, all right, then,
he'd swung three times on the Golden Gates. But that was just for
something to do!
That was the whole trouble. There wasn't
anything for a small angel to do. And he was very homesick. Oh, not that
Paradise wasn't beautiful! But the Earth was beautiful, too! Wasn't it
created by God, Himself? Why, there were trees to climb, and brooks to
fish, and caves to play at pirate chief, the swimming hole, and sun, and
rain, and dark, and dawn, and thick brown dust, so soft and warm beneath
your feet!
The Understanding Angel smiled, and in his
eyes was a long forgotten memory of another small boy in a long ago.
Then he asked the Littlest Angel what would make him most happy in
Paradise. The Cherub thought for a moment, and whispered in his ear.
And then, in all those
timeless days that followed, everyone wondered at the great change in
the Littlest Angel, for, among all the cherubs in God's Kingdom, he was
the most happy. His conduct was above the slightest reproach. His
appearance was all that the most fastidious could wish for. And on
excursions to Elysian Fields, it could be said, and truly said, that he
flew like an angel!
Then it came to pass that Jesus, the Son
of God, was to be born of Mary, of Bethlehem, of Judea. And as the
glorious tidings spread through Paradise, all the angels rejoiced and
their voices were lifted to herald the Miracle of Miracles, the coming
of the Christ Child.
The Angels and Archangels, the Seraphim
and Cherubim, the Gate-Keeper, the Wingmaker, yes, and even the
Halosmith put aside their usual tasks to prepare their gifts for the
Blessed Infant. All but the Littlest Angel. He sat himself down on the
top-most step of the Golden Stairs and anxiously waited for inspiration.
What could he give that
would be most acceptable to the Son of God? At one time', he dreamed of
composing a lyric hymn of adoration. But the Littlest Angel was woefully
wanting in musical talent. Then he grew tremendously excited over
writing a prayer! A prayer that would live forever in the hearts of men,
because it would be the first prayer ever to be heard by the Christ
Child. But the Littlest Angel was lamentably lacking in literary skill.
"What, oh what, could a small angel give that would please the Holy
Infant?"
The time of the Miracle was very close at
hand when the Littlest Angel at last decided on his gift. Then, on that
Day of Days, he proudly brought it from its hiding place behind a cloud,
and humbly, with downcast eyes, placed it before the Throne of God. It
was only a small, rough, unsightly box, but inside were all those
wonderful things that even a Child of God would treasure!
A small, rough, unsightly box, lying among
all those other glorious gifts from all the Angels of Paradise! Gifts of
such rare and radiant splendor and breathless beauty that Heaven and
all the Universe were lighted by the mere reflection of their glory! And
when the Littlest Angel saw this, he suddenly knew that his gift to
God's Child was irreverent, and he devoutly wished he might reclaim his
shabby gift. It was ugly. It was worthless. If only he could hide it
away from the sight of God before it was even noticed!
But it was too late!
The Hand of God moved slowly over all that bright array of shining
gifts, then paused, then dropped, then came to rest on the lowly gift of
the Littlest Angel! The Littlest Angel trembled as the box was opened,
and there, before the Eyes of God and all His Heavenly Host, was what he
offered to the Christ Child.
And what was his gift to the Blessed
Infant? Well, there was a butterfly with golden wings, captured one
bright summer day on the high hills above Jerusalem, and a sky-blue egg
from a bird's nest in the olive tree that stood to shade his mother's
kitchen door. Yes, and two white stones, found on a muddy river bank,
where he and his friends had played like small brown beavers, and, at
the bottom of the box, a limp, tooth-marked leather strap, once worn as
a collar by his mongrel dog, who had died as he had lived, in absolute
love and infinite devotion.
The Littlest Angel wept hot, bitter tears,
for now he knew that instead of honoring the Son of God, he had been
most blasphemous. Why had he ever thought the box was so wonderful? Why
had he dreamed that such utterly useless things would be loved by the
Blessed Infant? In frantic terror, he turned to run and hide from the
Divine Wrath of the Heavenly Father, but he stumbled and fell, and with
a horrified wail and clatter of halo, rolled in a ball of consummate
misery to the very foot of the Heavenly Throne!
There was an ominous
and dreadful silence in the Celesti'al City, a silence complete and
undisturbed save for the heart-broken sobbing of the Littlest Angel.
Then, suddenly, The Voice of God, like
Divine Music, rose and swelled through Paradise! And the Voice of God
spoke, saying, "Of all the gifts of all the angels, I find that
this small box pleases Me most. Its contents are of the Earth and of
men, and My Son is born to be King of both. These are the things My Son,
too, will know and love and cherish and then, regretful, will leave
behind Him when His task is done. I accept this gift in the Name of the
Child, Jesus, born of Mary this night in Bethlehem."
There was a breathless pause, and then the
rough, unsightly box of the Littlest Angel began to glow with a bright,
unearthly light, then the light became a lustrous flame, and the flame
became a radiant brilliance that blinded the eyes of all the angels!
None but the Littlest
Angel saw it rise from its place before the Throne of God. And he, and
only he, watched it arch the firmament to stand and shed its clear,
white, beckoning light over a Stable where a Child was Born.
There it shone on that Night of Miracles,
and its light was reflected down the centuries deep in the heart of all
mankind. Yet, earthly eyes, blinded, too, by its splendor, could never
know that the lowly gift of the littlest Angel was what all men would
call forever
"THE SHINING STAR OF BETHLEHEM!"
CHARLES TAZEWELL - ©1957
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